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To all the guys at Brute - Thank You!

During finals week - wow, that was only like 2 weeks ago (it feels like so much longer) - owe had the annual baccalaureate Mass on campus at Marian.  This Mass, though open to anybody, was meant as a final ceremony honoring and celebrating the soon-to-graduate class of 2014.  The chapel was packed with seniors and their families and for the first time that I've seen, I struggled to find a seat at a Mass at Marian (which is really cool).  Mass was pretty typical for Marian - with the music that we all like to complain about, but wasn't actually all that bad - and it included a procession of graduates in at the beginning and (for lack of better words) a flower giving ceremony at the end.  Basically, before the priests and servers processed out they asked all the seniors to come up and receive 3 carnations, which they would then give to 3 people who had had a big impact on their college career, a good friend, or a positive influence - you know, somebody who was important in some way to their lives.  

The first one I gave to Fr. Bob immediately following Mass and the second one I gave to my parents when they arrived the next day.  Both were obvious recipients for my flowers - my parents brought me up in the faith, supported my vocation all along, loved me beyond belief, and in every way are the best of parents (THANKS MOM & DAD), and Fr. Bob has had a tremendous impact on my life these past 2 years, not only as a formator but also as an example of a loving, humble priest and a man who has dedicated his life to serving Christ (THANKS FATHER).  Now, of course, I had one flower left, and it took me a while to decide what to do with it.  There were certainly plenty of candidates - teachers who managed to get all that philosophy into my head, another one of the priests at Brute, my academic adviser, another one of the guys... - in the end though I didn't give it to any of those people (worthy though they were).  Instead, I gave it to all the guys at Brute.


Of course, most of them were gone by the end of finals week (when I got the flower), so I left it on the mantle place and took a picture of it.  And then, predictably, I forgot to write this post until now (leaving anybody who saw the pink carnation at Brute still bewildered and everybody who didn't see it oblivious).  Well, here's the post to rectify that situation!  I want to send a big THANK YOU to all the seminarians at Brute during my time there.  You guys were (and are) fantastic!  I enjoyed every minute of my time with you - from your enthusiastic welcomes as I first wheeled my stuff into the "castle", to the many dinners out at different restaurants (American, Chinese, Italian, Mexican, Indian, Greek - you name it, we tried it), to the fun lake-side parties, campfires, bbq's, and community dinners, to the movies we watched together (and which you opened my eyes to - for better or worse), to the ice-skating, football, basketball, soccer, racquetball, dodgeball, and frisbee, schola practice, limbo in the hallway, all the times that I was sore from laughing so hard - I have never had quite as much fun as I did with you guys!  I also learnt a ton from you - you taught me how to come out of my shell, but not be immature, how to joke around, but when to be serious, how to attend Mass reverently, but not stoically, how to do philosophy, without being too weird, how to live the faith and spread the gospel, all in love, how to discern God's will, and to not give up in the hard times.  Literally, in countless ways, you guys were huge parts of my growth so far in seminary.  You made me a better man in every way: academically (all those times studying for Plato/Aristotle, psychology, ethics, calculus, metaphysics, logic, and everything else), spiritually (praying the divine office in common, all those conversations about meditation, liturgy, prayer, all those times when we ended the day together in a Holy Hour, those times when we would get together in the middle of the day to pray a rosary, or mid-day prayer), and in so many other ways...


I could go on and on, but basically, you guys were fantastic teachers - in pretty much every area that seminary necessitates growth in, the best of examples to me in how to go about discernment, prayer, and advancement in the spiritual life, and really, truly, were incredibly important in my learning about (and hopefully advancing in) every kind of virtue - humility, charity, perseverance, joy, courage, chastity, etc.  And all of those things I leaned while having an absolute blast!  I know a flower is a bit cheesy, but please know it is so much more than a flower.  You guys made seminary not only fun, you made it an incredible learning experience.  God willing, in a few years (wow, that's scary) when I'm ordained, I will have been significantly shaped by my time spent with all of you.  Thanks for everything guys (and everything that I forgot), keep in touch!

Day 2 - March for Life Pilgrimage

The National Mall Covered in Snow
Washington Monument in Center
My previous post ended on Monday night, when we got into Washington DC having had a wonderful drive from Indianapolis, listening to good talks, getting work done, being squished  together in such a way as to have to spend solid time talking with each other, and enjoying an all-you-can-eat buffet.  Anyway, I had the blessing of getting a good night’s sleep (which, I heard, wasn’t the case with everybody), but woke up the next morning to find that DC was expected to get hit with several inches of snow and all the museums and places of interest were going to be closed because of this wintery precipitate.  I was bummed because we had almost the entire day to see the city, which, though I had seen some of it before, I wanted to experience again because it is such a cool, historic, interesting, and stunning place.  As it turned out, the museums hadn’t closed yet, so some of us took the 10 minute shuttle, to the metro, where we spent an hour shooting into downtown DC, and then wandered over to the national mall (where many of the Smithsonian’s are located).  Some of the other guys in our 4 or 5 person group wanted to go to the Air and Space Museum, which I had seen before, but knew would be cool, so off we went.  It was cold, snowing a bit (nothing like the disaster that everyone was expecting though), so we walked quickly to cover the half-mile or so to the museum, stopping to look at some of the cool buildings (old post office, national archives, and most of the other old government buildings there) along the way.

National Air and Space Museum
Voyager, The Spirit of St. Louis, Space Ship One, and X-15 visible
We ran into a group of pro-life tourists on our way into the museum (who was immediately recognizable because they were all wearing the same bright sweatshirts, except the religious sister, who was wearing her habit), which was pretty cool and then we had the opportunity to meet up with some other guys from Bruté.  We wandered around the different exhibits, pretty much noting that all the people who flew these things for the first time were crazy.  That guy who strapped himself into the wood and linen contraption that was supposed to fly and then jumped off a mountain to see if it would.  That guy who built a motorcycle, bolted a v8 to it, and then proceeded to see how fast he could go without dying (he made it up to 127 mph, and this was back in the early 1900s).  Or those guys who strapped themselves into a tin can, floated for a week through space, and then landed on the moon in a foil contraption, hoping that it would lift off, be able to connect up to the capsule that was hopefully in orbit correctly, that could hopefully fire its engine, and hopefully hit the atmosphere correctly, so that hopefully its heat shield would work, so that hopefully its parachutes would open, and hopefully it would be found out in the middle of the ocean…  I am jesting here a bit; it was really cool to see all the amazing aircraft/spacecraft – humans are awesome! 

Somewhere in Catholic University of America
After the Air and Space museum, the several of us went back to another metro station and swept off to Union Station, where we found some food (it was now about 1 PM).  Four of us went to this Italian sandwich place, where we got some (pretty tasty) sandwiches, warm chips (pretty typical), and cold gelato (which was also tasty).  Funny side note: I didn’t buy a drink because I was cheap (and they weren’t) and I was hoping to find a water-fountain someplace.  Well, there wasn’t any free H2O to be found, so I went without liquid and after wandering around the station for a little while longer (mostly clothing shops actually, which was pretty boring), we got back on the Metro and shot off towards the National Shrine of the Basilica of the Immaculate Conception.  The vigil Mass for life, which we would be participating in later, wasn’t going to happen for several more hours, so we went on a short tour of the Theological College (a seminary which is there on the campus of Catholic University of America), which was pretty cool – sorry no pictures, it wasn’t cool enough, at least the parts I saw, for me to be the dorky tourist guy and whip out my camera…  After hanging out over there for a short period of time, we went back over to the Basilica around 4 PM.  






National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception
We had to be down in the crypt to vest/process by 5:30, so I had some time to wander around, which, of course, I did.  I unfortunately had forgotten to bring a book, other than my breviary, to read during times when I didn’t have anything to do, so I didn’t have anything better to do.  Anyway, it wasn’t by any means boring, the Basilica is gorgeous and has tons of little beautiful side chapels, which, and this was even cooler, were filling with young guys and ladies, who were staking out a spot for the Mass that evening.  Some of them had been camping out since noon or earlier to get a decent spot, but I thought it was just cool to crowd scan and see if I recognized anybody.  Of course, I didn’t recognize very many people, but it was still kind of fun to glance around and smile/wave at people who had made the same mistake and didn’t have anything else to do but sit there (it doesn’t matter how awesome of a time you are having, after sitting on a marble - beautiful marble of course, but still marble - floor for several hours, you get a bit bored and sore).  Well, I wandered back towards the entrance of the lower level and spend a few minutes perusing the store, full of different Catholic pictures, cds, t-shirts, statues, and other such things.  I didn’t really expect to buy anything, but, you know, being a seminarian you get interested into that sort of thing, so there I was.  Well, I stepped out of the small, packed, shop, and just about literally ran into my aunt. 




Inside the Basilica before Mass
National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception
I knew that my aunt, uncle, and cousins were going on the March and assumed that they would be at the vigil Mass that evening, but I didn’t really expect to see them amid the milling crowds.  Anyway, despite my doubts, I was lucky enough to run into her and got to chat for a few minutes while the crowds swamped past.  She asked if I had heard from the pope yet (meaning, did I get accepted to the PNAC yet?, to which I said no), and we got to joke around a little bit before I had to take off again.  There was another guy tagging along with me, and I was going to show him up-stairs (the main Church) before we had to get back down stairs.  Anyway, she told me where the rest of their group was seated up there, so we headed up the (skinny, but thankfully not too packed) staircase and found that the church wasn’t as crazy as I thought it would be.  In years past the aisles have been absolutely clogged with people, but they were doing a pretty good job of getting people to stay out of the aisles, so while the pews were full, it wasn’t impossible to move around or anything.  Well, to make a long story short, I spend a few minutes talking with my cousins (who thought it was pretty cool to see me there), and was very glad to have been able to see them.  Funny story: during the 5 minutes that I was standing there, I was told at least twice to get off the aisle and into my pew.  I didn’t quite get the explanation out that I wouldn’t be in a pew because I was processing in later, so they kept going by “reminding” me to get into a pew… 

Seminarians assembled in the Crypt Church before Mass
Wow, this is becoming quite the long-winded post, but there’s a lot to say about what we were up to, so I guess I should expect that.  After going back down-stairs to the crypt, where I was going to get my cassock/surplice on (which, hopefully, had been brought down from the hotel since I had last been through there a few hours previous).  Well, as you might expect, I ran into someone else that I knew, this time not quite as well because they were friends of Willies, but either way we chatted for several minutes before we really had to get back to vest.  I quickly outfitted myself in cassock/surplice – quickly because all the other several-hundred seminarians smashed into the back of this crypt were decked out already (in all manner of different surplices, boring, fancy, cool, “lacy”, pleated, wrinkled, etc.) and were listening to the instructions on how to process in.  I thought that things were about to get going, but, alas, that wasn’t meant to be.  As 6:20, and 6:30, and 6:40 rolled past, I wondered when things would finally get going.  And then, the glorious moment, the organ started rumbling through the massive, arched, stone ceiling and a female cantor started singing.  The organ swelled and the woman chanted away with a spectacular voice – all these crazy guys called seminarians started grinning – and the line started forming.  Here we go!

Seminarians at the rear of the Basilica after Mass
There were  a few tv screens, showing what was happening up above, down in the crypt and I was stunned to see that the seminarians had reached the altar when I started moving down the line.  That line of seminarians – 2 by 2 – stretched from the crypt, through the reasonably large chapel down there, twisted up the staircase to the main basilica, crept down the stairs, through the Basilica, wound through the crowd, and back towards the main altar.  Of course, that is the route that I  slowly made my way along over the next 20 minutes or so, and, as last year, it was a magnificent moment.  I don’t know why it is so cool, but it is wonderful to be processing up that beautiful basilica, grinning along with the organ/choir which was roaring out Crown Him with Many Crowns.  Everything was spectacular as we climbed up the stairs, reverenced the altar, and wrapped through the sanctuary to our seats which were apparently off to the side.  I was pretty hopeful as I saw that the section that I was going to was almost full, yes, thought I, I’ll get a seat in the front of the crowd where I can see!  The guys in front of me moved along into this section, and then they gently pointed me to go to the outside of this area, about as far as you could get from the front of the crowd of guys, about as fat as you could get from being able to see anything (TV or altar), behind a pillar, and without a chair.  Bummer thought I, can’t see, can’t sit…  I guess I thought I was tough, so I just stood there, singing away (having pulled the worship-aid out of my sleeve), and thinking that I would outlast the rest of the guys standing there.  Well, my legs/feet started hurting much more quickly than I was hoping, and I began to hope that they would move us over to the section where there were still empty seats.  Thankfully, that is exactly what they did, and thankfully, though I was in the back of this section, it turned out alright because the guy in front of me was short and so I could see the TV (and the back-side of the high altar).  I couldn’t see anything first-hand, but I could see it on the screen pretty well, and I could hear everything.  So, to make a long story short, the procession was fantastic, the music beautiful, the seating better than last year, and overall everything worked out pretty well.

View of the rear of the high altar in the Basilica after Mass
Of course, Mass continued.  The music continued to be beautiful with the choir chanting at the appropriate places adding splendor and glory to the Mass.  But, I think I should also mention the homily, which was also pretty amazing.  The Gospel for that Mass was the adulterous woman whom the Pharisees brought to Jesus and asked if they should stone her.  Of course, Jesus tells them that whichever one of them hasn’t sinned themselves could throw the first stone.  Well, they are all sinners, so off they go, unable to stone the woman, and Jesus, the only sinless one present, tells the woman that He won’t persecute her either but that she should sin no more.  I wondered at the time how Sean Cardinal O'Malley would work this Gospel into his homily.  Well, he didn’t have to work too hard because this is exactly, as I failed to notice, what Pope Francis has been telling us ever since he was elected.  To fix the atrocities of our culture we have to fix the entire culture.  We can’t just run out into the world lambasting the evil that is abortion without fixing the problems that lead to many of them.  Abortion, as the cardinal explained, happens much of the time because some poor girl has made a bad decision and is stuck in a position where she is pregnant, but doesn’t see any way to have the baby.  She’s poor, or on her own, or having been deserted by the man who should be taking care of her, and she doesn’t see any other option.  I really hadn’t thought about abortion this way before: I’m more of the stand out in the cold, yelling “hey, hey, ho, ho – Row-v-Wade has got to go!”, kind of guy.  But here it finally hit me what Pope Francis has been trying to tell the world.  The faith must permeate our entire lives, it must cause us to do more than protest the evils that are present in our culture, but to actively try to fix them, to help the people that feel like they are forced to do what they are doing.  Yes, we must stand up against abortion; we can’t forget to tell people that it is evil, but we must also live out our faith, and love and forgive those who are in that field.  Don’t think my verve to eliminate abortion has lessened one bit, but my view has been enlargened, the faith has to force us to do crazy things, including forgive our enemies.  Forgiveness doesn’t mean saying that sin isn’t sin, but it does mean showing sinners love not hate.  Hmmm… Pope Francis continues to hit hard.  (Probably, you'd be better off listening to the homily in the video embedded below rather than listening to my sad summary of it...)

View looking up from my seat in the Basilica - yeah, awesome!

Anyway, Mass continued spectacularly, but I wanted to let you guys know how it was a pretty awesome learning experience as well as just an awesome experience in general.  I got to talk about it with the other guys, and talk some more about that homily.  Pretty cool!  Anyway, Tuesday ended with the long ride back to our hotel, the short trip back to our hotel (during which, being the smallest guy in the van, I volunteered to sit on the floor because we ran out of room), and then some pizza/soda.  Good times!

Crowds in the Basilica after Mass


Yours truly is visible at 11:36 and 17:15 (if you are interested in that sort of thing) and the homily begins at 57:50 (you should be interested in that sort of thing).

Happy New Year!

As the title says: Happy New Year!  I had a great time on Sunday/Monday hanging out with other Springfield seminarians.  They are a bunch of absolutely top-notch guys and an absolute blast to spend time with.  As usual, we stayed that the Villa Maria, which is a retreat center that the diocese owns right off of lake Springfield.  Everyone arrived around 3PM on Sunday and we spent some time mostly chatting until around 4 when some priests from the diocese arrived.  The Christmas gathering is our chance to not only hang out as seminarians but also to get to know some of the priests of the diocese (which I did).  We had evening prayer at 4:30, followed by some snacks (more chatting), and then dinner (which was composed of salad, rolls, roast beef, shepherds pie [really good!], mashed potatoes, and cheesecake).  There are two new guys who are entering Brute this coming up semester, which is fantastic (they are also brothers, which is even cooler), and I had the chance to talk with them some over dinner.  After dinner most of the priests took off, though we still had a good time joking, chatting, and (I'm running out of words to describe spending time together...) hanging out.  It was a wonderful time, and I stayed up almost until midnight talking with the other guys.  The next morning we had Mass at 8:00, followed by breakfast, and then a talk by the bishop.  He touched on many of the topics that often come up these days - gay marriage, Pope Francis, the new evangelization - all things we need to be aware of and knowledgeable about.  Many of the guys chimed in with their ideas on each topic and it turned into a really good conversation.  Then we had lunch and then everybody drove off their separate ways.  And that, at least very summarized, was the Christmas get-together!  (I also had some good chances to pray.  There is a chapel at the villa, and for whatever reason, I often pray really well in a place that is different than usual.)

I raced back to Quincy that afternoon and got back in time to go over to St. Rose for a serving practice.  Unexpectedly (at least to me), the Bishop (along with the Quincy deanery) decided to turn St. Rose into a parish, and so we had to figure out how to do a pontifical Mass.  St. Rose is staffed by the Priestly Fraternity of St. Peter, who's charism is to provide the faithful with the Extraordinary Form of the Mass, and so, Mass with a bishop is rather complicated and different than the typical high-Mass that we have each Sunday.  Two summers ago the Bishop celebrated Mass at St. Rose, but that also included the consecration of the altars, confirmation, and a Corpus Christi procession, so it was way more complicated than the Mass he said today.  (I have the video of that liturgy in 2012 on YouTube if you want to see what it was like...)  Anyway, practice lasted nearly 2 hours because we kept trying to hash out how different things would happen.  The sanctuary gets pretty cramped when you throw a Bishop, Deacon, Sub-deacon, and a dozen servers up there, so it took pretty long to figure out exactly what each person would have to do, and where they could fit.  

That evening my brother, a friend from church, and myself went out for pizza and some bowling.  We had a good evening - the pizza was great (pizza buffet = wonderful), and bowling was fun (though none of us even broke 100 in a single game...), and all-in-all it was a good time.  We goofed off a bit, trying different crazy methods to roll the ball down the lane - sliding, sideways, backwards, two hands, no hands, heavy, light...  We tried them all!  I just wish my Wii bowling skills would transfer into real life!  

On Tuesday I spent the morning running around knocking things off my to-do list.  First it was the eye-doctor, then the bank, then the doctor to get my immunization updated (yay!), and then it was off to noon Mass at St. Rose.  After Mass I met up with Corey Bruns, a fellow seminarian from Brute who was born in Quincy (and has family here), but is now a seminarian from Owensboro KY, and we went to Maid-Rites for lunch.  It was actually Corey's idea, but I was glad to get the chance to go there anyway.  (Besides, how do you beat a maid-rite and chocolate shake for lunch?)  We had a good time just chatting about how our breaks had been.  Apparently, Corey's was, if this is even possible, more hectic and busy than mine!

I actually don't remember what I did Tuesday afternoon - I was busy, but with what?

And that folks, will have to be all for now.  It is almost midnight, and despite my intention to write about Mass today, I do want to get some sleep!  I sincerely hope to get that written tomorrow or the next day!  (But whenever I say that something always seems to come up...)  

Say a prayer for all us seminarians to Mary Mother of God - she must be an exemplar to us all, and certainly is a mother to us all!  Think about how amazing it is that God has a human mother - just crazy!  May I recommend entrusting 2014 to her care!




Another Seminarian has a Blog II

Jacob Fischer, one of the freshman this year from the Diocese of Owensboro, has joined the (growing) number of seminarians here that have a blog.  Check it out, and give him a few views! 
 
 
On another note, I am supposed to be studying right now for my Augustine and Aquinas test tomorrow (about Averroes, Augustine, and Boethius), with little success - hopefully I can start to get the stuff into my head...  Have a wonderful Wednesday everybody!
 
St. Cornelius - pray for us!

St. Cyprian - pray for us!
 

Summer 2013 Seminarian Gathering - Awesome!

Yesterday afternoon and this morning was the annual seminarian get-together for all the guys from the Springfield Diocese.  It was a blast!  I always love hanging out with the other seminarians from Springfield, not only because they are from my diocese (and I want to get to know them) but also, they are just an absolutely fantastic group of guys.

The bishop wryly noted that his diocese probably has
the greatest percentage of "Dominic" seminarians. (2)
Bishop Paprocki had Mass for all the seminarians (along with many of their families) yesterday at 4 PM, and afterword everyone got to talk before dinner together.  Mass was beautiful, it was fun to chat with some of the other guys' families, and dinner was tasty (roast beef, corn, salad, mashed potatoes, and cheese cake).  During dinner the Bishop recounted some stories from his attending WYD last week in Brazil with Pope Francis. Everyone had a good laugh when the Bishop mentioned that a young priest at one of the parishes in Rio knew (now deacon) Steve Arisman, one of the Springfield seminarians.  The joke has gone around (before) that if you dropped the name "Steve Arisman" in the middle of a tribe of cannibals in, you know, some remote jungle, the cannibals would know Steve.  I guess the joke wasn't too far from reality...  After dinner we had all of our pictures taken, this year with a professional setup (backdrop, umbrella light thingy, etc.), so hopefully those will turn out.

Gosh, last night was so much fun!  After the pictures were done, everybody settled down to talking and stuff.  One moment my abs were hurting from laughing so much (there are some pretty good stories from back in the day at Mundelein) and the next moment we were talking about some awesome topic of the faith.  Some examples:

In ancient Israel they placed coins over the eyes of a corpse while wrapping it for burial, and so, on the Shroud of Turin one can see the image of ancient coins.  Some say this shroud is a medieval forgery, others say it is the true burial cloth of Jesus.  Get this: the coins visible on the shroud were only produced between about 25 and 35 AD and all (or almost all) of this particular type of coin were subsequently destroyed by the Roman empire because there was an error that had been inscribed onto them. Interesting...

The Hypostatic Union, the really awesome phrase used to describe the mystery of how Jesus is fully God and fully man has some really amazing (and hard to explain/understand) implications on the connection between His human knowledge (and intellect) and His divine one.  I don't recall all the intricacies, and even if I did, I try to avoid heresy, so I will just say that it was really fascinating.  Give me a few years and some Theology and I will have to revisit the topic...  (Topics that were mentioned included the passive/active intellect, infused knowledge, and others).

Of course, we talked about much, much more (I didn't get to bed until after midnight, and others were still up...), I just wanted to give you guys an idea of how amazing these other guys are - tons of fun, and totally rock-solid in their faith at the same time!

This morning we had a Holy Hour from 7:30 to 8:30 AM, then breakfast, and then a talk by Bishop Paprocki.  He talked about how we often think of evangelization as this complicated process but that really, at its heart, it is just growth.  Growth in individuals (learning and growing in their faith) and also in people on a larger scale (coming into the true faith).  By using the word "growth" he wasn't watering down the need and importance of evangelization, but was using new vocabulary to make the concept more accessible.  I can't recall his entire talk (unfortunately), but I will note that he boiled down the way we can go about working towards this macro and micro level growth in faith (in Jesus Christ through His church) into several areas.  The Mass is, of course, first; we need to grow in our own knowledge and love of the Mass, and not hesitate to invite others to come [back] to the Catholic Church and experience the Mass.  We believe it is the closest thing to Heaven on earth - why don't we share it with everybody?  Another point He made was becoming familiar with the Bible.  This is the Word of God, why aren't we reading it, meditating on it, living it?  Of course, he said lots and lots more...  Unfortunately, I have both limited time and limited memory, so I will have to leave you with that.

Anyway, after the Bishop's talk, we had Mass (which I had the privilege of serving) - which, of course, was great.  Then we had lunch (where we, at least the table I was at, got to talk with the Bishop about his marathon running).  After lunch, everybody said good-bys and took off for their respective homes/assignments/seminaries.

All in all, the get-together was fantastic.  Being with those guys is such a great opportunity to have fun and grow in my faith at the same time.  I wish I could spend more time with all of them; it is somewhat infrequent that I get together with the guys from the other seminaries, and, wow, its just a really awesome time.

Do you all like these style of posts?  I don't really know, they are easy and enjoyable to write, but reading about my (sometimes) boring life could get a little old.  Let me know in the comments!